"You've not even been born, but already I feel most comfortable confiding in you and I desperately need to sort out my confused thoughts. So here goes- for reasons I hope you'll understand some day, I always planned that you and I would be own family. But the fertility clinic I went to made a terrible mistake and now your biological father wants to be a part of our lives. Matt Hanson is a highly successful businessman, but my own experience makes me so wary! If only you were here, I just know the answer as to whether or not to trust the longings of my heart would be clear the moment Matt holds you for the first time. . . Love, Mommy." This is from the back of the book cover.